so i NEVER update nemore..

soo i thought i would.. w/ a picture too .=]

^^ yeahhh most of you recognize that dynamic duo.

ME && that hottie russ-hoe. <3

hah gotta love no makkeuppp walmart days babyyyy

checkk this shit out everyyyboodyy

the real russhoe WITH makeup

best friendddss baby <3 aint she purtyyy =]

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on a diifferent note:

my last entry is kinda depressing..

i along w/ the majority of CH miss her alot.

to everyone that was affected ;; keep your chin up.

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 ive made the decision that from now on .. ill only be using this to comment.

so i guess this is  goodbye xanga.</3

but check me out on myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/alainax_hawkinsx

<3 always && forever. 12*7

we miss you stephypoo.

Soooo . Me && Amanda Folger are sitting here right now. =]

im not gonna lie.. i luh luh love this child. <3

sooo thanksgiving break was a whollle lotta nada.

IM NOT GONNA LIE . we didnt do jackshit. haha i slept in alot .. && mandi made QUITE A BIT of hangover eggs. .. [minus the hangover...]  we got to see like FOUR shooting stars though.. o m g . it was amazinnnggg. props to colbey on that one. =]

<3 i got 2 see joshypoo on thursday. not gonna lie that kid seizes to amaze me.<3

welllllll ..

not really much to say .. just updating b/c were bored .

^^thats ashanti.. my hometurkey.=] <3

mandi.. OMG YOU HAVE BOOBS?! hahahha. ____has a small one?! WHAT?!  hahahaha ohhh bryan you silly dolphin humper.! ... i <3 truck... CHOCOLATE.?! YOU STUPID WHOREEE DONT TOUCH MY CHOCOLATE!! . BATHTIMMMEEE. TOO HOTT TOO HOTT. you <3 cum i love dick!!? hahah. BRYAN WHATS A DILDO!?  THE BEGINNING OF COLT 45!! JAKEEEEEE. mmmm. MORE LIKE RAPPPPEEE hahahha. YOU ALMOST PASSING OUT WHEN BRYAN TOUCHED YOU w/ HIS FOOT.  HIS GAY FRIENDS!!! OMMMG. aka NOBLE && CARLOS. hhahaha.DAMN SHE GOT THAT GHETTO BOOOTYY.. 45.. is that 45?! PEEL THE BANANA . THE MOHAWK KID.. NOOO MORE LIKE 68. BRYAN LIKES GIRLLLSSS!! OHHH SILLY. YOURE A JERK infasize the JAY. BRYAN TELLING US ABOUT GETTING ROBBED!! HAHAHAHAHA. OUR RIDE W/ JUSTIN. LEMME DRIVE LEMME DRIVE. you guys are b i t c h e s. you say this like we dont know.. and like its a bad thing?? 9 dollars.. wait you can only withdrawl in twenties.. double you tee efffff. MCDONALDS.. no whataburger. FUCK YOU GUYS. ME ALMOST SLITTING JOSH'S THROAT. wait.. no thats not funny. YOU CANT RAPE THE WILLING. SHOPPING FOR BELLYBUTTON RINGS..ettc. etc.

<3 if anyone other than mandi or bryan just read that.. you have no life. =]

thank you. hahahah.

Time for an update?? ooorrr im just reallyyy bored.

Sooo this past week has been okay.. long but okay.

thank god its thanksgiving break.<3

lightning had competition last sunday .. yeahh we did amazing. whats new? haha.

=]

sooo last night was a total blooowoooofff.

-- i went up to wal*mart w/ the moms..that was kinda fun ..shes hilarious. we bought some shiattt for my room .. like blanket making stuff. yeahh i know , since when did i become creative?!  haha

&& thennn i came home && cleaneddd chilled.. waited for my dad and i went to wafflehouse to grab some grub on the way to miss Mac [aroni] shaw's house.=] i love that girl like woahhhh.<3 .. we chilled..ate.. somewhat watched dumb && dumberer and talked on the phizzone. 

--thenn FUNNY STORY.

so this morning..right... miss courtney kennedy calls meee. im like im getting a ride to practice w/ my mom .. etc. etc. && shes like okay.. so i continue to sleep in w/ mckenzie hahah. well umm practice started at 1030 .. i woke up at abouuutt. 11.. ish? hahahah. so courtney called and was like wtf ?! where are youuuu . i was like im sleeping ..where are you ?? .. soo then i find out about everything && HAUL ASS up to [champion]. luckillyy rizz didnt care.. && we just goofed around alot && blah blah blah..

thenn me court && kylene left to go by my house..changed .. got really cute && went shoppinnnngg.

&& NOWW Im waiting for [courtney] to get off work .. buttt shes going to the airfields i guess? and i cant fucking go b/c of my little stepsister..yep im stuck babysitting so shes coming over alogn w/ a looott of other ppl around 1 am .mhm mhm. i guess itll be fun?? but htis whole babysitting gig is [bullshit.] CAPITAL B.S.

<3 ill update again..whenever? peace.

So in the last couple of days ..ive been thinking.

im totally in love w/ the girls in my life right now...they are amazing && i wouldnt trade them for ANYTHING. they mean more than any words or ..life EVEN. =]

&& i NEED for ppl to know your NOT gonna change me so quit trying its ridiculous .. you have NOTHING to be upset about.

BUTTT today for one of the first times in forever...

i had a RIDICULOUSLY happy day.

--babuuurrr&& camille-

throw up dem gannnngg signns homie. =] ;;feed my baby dinosaur;; Say Cheese CARROTT!!! taking the cheese sign ..all our crazy pictures... whats our gang?! . you better watch your mouth..and your back.! hahahah BABURS BRAID. =] baburs a parakeett!!!  lol. <3

OHH && I got a few pics from the site or w/e from cheer this weekennnnddd. check check check em outtt.

check the red lipstick.

i know you like it.dont try to hide it =]

SAY CHEEESEE. =]

hah ^^ this is actually..cute? <3

Dannncinnn. LIGHTNING style babyyy.=]

OHH && we definately got first this weeekend.

yeayuh.

<3

ill update again whenever?? .peaceeeee.